(5 poked : teh laser eye ) [Friday ^ Oct 8th ^ 2004 ^ 1:45pm] incubus/ben kweller was last night. ben kweller = so amazing. incubus was good too. i'm a little bruised but that's alrighttt. met a bunch of cool people. /end.

(2 poked : teh laser eye ) [Tuesday ^ May 11th ^ 2004 ^ 7:12pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | ben jelen - rocks ] i'm updating. cause i'm ultra coo like that. jaykay. i actually just haven't updated for a while. cowey's the only ultra cool kid around here. :X. detention today was heaven. TANNER sat next time. only the hottest boy in our school. whew. nothings really happened. mitch isn't going to the show anymore. that makes me sad. now we can't go through with the plan. :( i'm not really excited to see anyone at the show except for patrick stump. i literally can't wait. he's the most adorable boy ever. motion city soundtrack/the working title sometime at ace's basement. definitely want to go to that. duh. i had a heart attack last night. i thought he knew, he could know. i hope he doesn't. i'll die. hm. i wonder if wade will be at the show. that should be interesting. i wonder what will happen. that should be awkward. i need a new layout. someone help me make one.

(2 poked : teh laser eye ) ohno [Wednesday ^ May 5th ^ 2004 ^ 6:32pm] [ mood | sad ] well. today was okay before i got  home from school. i'm grounded from AIM, but just for today so shew. so anyways i get home and my dog can't hardly stand up. she had seizures while we were gone. we're putting her to sleep tomorrow. she's suffering a lot and in a lot of pain, so we kind of have to. it's awful. i don't know what i'm going to do. CRY TIME. tomorrow will be absolutely awful. i'm dreading it like whoa.

(2 poked : teh laser eye ) [Saturday ^ May 1st ^ 2004 ^ 12:26pm] [ mood | i have a headache. ] [ music | Planes Mistaken For Stars - Staggerswallowswell ] STRAWBERRY FESTIVAL! yay. sarah's not going anymore though because of rain. :(. my mom insists on going though. we're going to go to the movies or something. i REALLY want to see mean girls. i heard it was ultra cool. Harry situation = awkward. Wade and Sarah situation = Wade is a dumbass. EverytimeIdie coming to Roanoke with Evergreen Terrace = AWESOME! Fall Out Boy coming = SEX! I love the new venue. <3. Patrick Stump WILL be mine. weee. OH! i forgot. guess who is opening for fall out boy! TWO DAYS AGO! whaaaat! how awesome is that!

(2 poked : teh laser eye ) harhar [Sunday ^ Apr 25th ^ 2004 ^ 6:16pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | matchbook romance-greatest fall of all time ] haha pretty fun weekend. friday was the show at la finca. two days ago was awesome, as always. duh. there wasn't as many people there though as usual. ooh well. i didn't really do anything saturday except go to fast freddy's. jacob and kevin were there so i hung out with them for like two hours or so. today was annie's suprise party. it was ultra fun. we went tubing. kevin like flew in the air. it was great. when jenna and i went after our tube flipped my bathing suit came completely off and i had to dive down to get it. haha. i thought i had lost it. i got scared cause i would of had to of gotten back onto the boat naked with cameron, kevin, joe w, jacob and charlie. yeah. that would of been bad. i'm gonna go take a shower though now. i'm naaasty from the lake water.

(1 poked : teh laser eye ) that was GREAT. oh the memories [Monday ^ Apr 19th ^ 2004 ^ 9:30pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | something corporate - hurricane ] just thinking of when sarah got chased by the 8 year old pimps screaming "DID YOU STEAL THE CHAIR BITCH COME ON BITCH DID YOU STEAL IT" that was the funniest thing...of my life. they were 8 year old wiggers. it was CRAZY. they tried to fight with us, which was kind of awkward. but you know. we just kind of ran away. then they hit on us. weird? you bet. also thinking about the little boy in the golf cart with the hot brother that kept saying "SHOW ME YOUR TITLES. STUPID HOES" weird again? yes. sarah-- did i ever tell you the story of how i saved a dog named pebbles? :) LDsoccer7328 (9:11:59 PM): ear boy ear boy his ears are really big   jacob just saw my yearbook picture from last year. how funny is that! wow that is just the worst picture i've ever seen. but you know, oh well!

(1 poked : teh laser eye ) :) [Sunday ^ Apr 18th ^ 2004 ^ 3:27pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | the starting line ] i just got back from spring break. best spring break ever? OH YEAH. you bet. it was the coolest. you can't beat it, don't even try. first... sarah and i went down to myrtle beach, which was incredibely fun. we met the coolest people ever. my favorites of course were..... AJ. -sigh- BEN and SEAN! jonathon! aww! MATT FARR! whaaat! david. KYLE AND TYLER paul CHRIS from count the stars haha taylor mini harry dragon boy. (just kidding) har har har. kyle was the most adorable boy ever. until he started pushing drugs. which i DO NOT do. mmhmm. SECOND we head on to farmville to see..something corporate/yellowcard. we pretty much missed most of yellowcard, but who cares? we were there to see soco. so we get front, as usual. it was an AMAZING show it was just...wow. so after the show we go to a fun little huddle and guess whos in the middle of that? yeah. that's right. andrew mcmahon. of course, i forgot my camera in the car. but at least he gave us hugs and kisses. that was good enough for me. THEN we're on our way back home and sarah calls her dad to meet somewhere and he was like "copeland's playing in blacksburg for free. i'll take you and becky" mmhmm. :) so we're at the show and i look at my side and pshh....aaron marsh is standing right next to me. i died. we got pictures with him and hung out for a while. it was SEXY. they played a good show. mitch was there with bladen and tyler. we didn't stay for q and not u though. i wish we kind of had because i heard it was aweeesome. ooh well! you know. who cares. i had enough excitement for the rest of my life. ask if you want pictures. ill post them soon.

(2 poked : teh laser eye ) la la [Saturday ^ Apr 10th ^ 2004 ^ 2:11pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | hindsight 20/20 ] last night was pretty fun happy belated birthday ricky :) jps annoy me so much sometimes. my toe itches. i have a bug bite on it. jenna hits on almost every guy she sees i think with shaggy hair. seriously.die. robbie is ALWAYS drunk. it's funny sometimes, but then it just gets too annoying. BEACH TRIP WITH SARAH - monday-saturday meet 39285 hot guys. plus the early november, fall out boy, less than jake concert. weeee. jenna's gayness of last night- pretending she was a scene kid. somehow i was walking down the steps talking to ricky and all of a sudden i got cut on my stomach and it just randomly started bleeding a lot. that was weird. haha AKASH FACT OF THE DAY -AKASH- was NOT drunk last night

(2 poked : teh laser eye ) and just to taste your lips [Wednesday ^ Apr 7th ^ 2004 ^ 6:38pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | something corporate ] okay. seriously, im sick of it. i dont know why, but you're annoying me. A LOT. we keep drifting farther apart. weird. and sad. because i miss you. ANDDDY HAS THE HOTTEST PICTURES EVER. wee. ;-) mmhmm. whos excited for friday. ME. spring break better be good this year. it's supposed to rain =-O. i hope not. sarah and i will hopefully have fun either way. guys galore i hope. har.

(2 poked : teh laser eye ) the hottness [Saturday ^ Apr 3rd ^ 2004 ^ 3:59pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | cursive- bloody murderer ] sarah's  over hurr. we're hangin out with spoon. YEAH. friday was pretty boring, for me at least. sarah had a good time though. :) today was pretty alright. at first it was really boring, because we did the yardsale for 6 hours, our job to was make sure no one went out the door. no one really even came near it. gay? you bet. then we went to go visit michael at the psych ward, they wouldn't let us up. to be honest, i was scared anyways. then we went to the mall. fun stuff.

( teh laser eye ) [Thursday ^ Apr 1st ^ 2004 ^ 4:12pm] i had a pretty good day today! i seriously really really really like everyone now, i don't know what was wrong with me before, everyone is so awesome and so just....amazing. wow. how did i not realize it before? i gotta go though! bye april fools bitches.

( teh laser eye ) sigh, [Wednesday ^ Mar 31st ^ 2004 ^ 5:08pm] [ mood | worried ] [ music | jenoah ] things used to be great. seriously. then she came along, again. sarah should of listened to me. she even admitted that. i'm not saying it's sarah's fault, it's not at all. i just wish the other girl would go away. i still don't like her, she's annoying and doesn't know anything that she's talking about. FRIDAY. i'm nervous for sarah actually. i'm not sure why. but i'm sure she'll have fun :) APRIL 9th= RICKY'S BIRTHDAY <3. he told me if i don't go...i'll be taken off his buddylist. :( i'm definitely going. HOPEFULLY it will JUST be me and sarah. if not, i'll probably be upset WHY AM I SO UPSET ABOUT MICHAEL!i feel seriously like it's my fault, i knew he was going to do it...and i didn't do anything about it. although i didn't think he actually would. i guess i was wrong. hopefully he'll be okay. sigh. :( okay. well. i'm going to go. goodybye.

( teh laser eye ) die. [Thursday ^ Mar 18th ^ 2004 ^ 3:44pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | none ] i HATE her. i wish she'd just die, literally. or just move to another school or something. move away, please. you're. 1) not funny 2) an extreme whore 3) a huge poser 4) i never liked you, i just pretended. if you come tomorrow, i'll die. i don't want you to come. in fact, if you do... i'm just going to leave. maybe i'll go over to emilee's house this saturday :). i love emilee, she's so nice and funny. laura's coming home with me friday after the show. yay. i haven't seen her for a while. i love her. she's been my one of my best friends for years now. teehe. i don't want to be mad at sarah. at all. but i can't help it. she knows that i don't want someone she's bringing to come..but if it's the only way....you know. if sarah does come with aajp then i probably just won't talk to her there. i feel bad about it, but i just can't stand aajp. yeah. i guess i'd hang out with alex, laura and laura's friends that i don't really know. i have so much homework. 3 five page papers due tomorrow that i haven't started on. an oral report, 4 tests, 200 problems in math. yeah. i'm overloaded. that's why i'm leaving to go do it. bye.

( teh laser eye ) that's hot. [Tuesday ^ Mar 16th ^ 2004 ^ 8:52pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | slow coming day- helpless ] why do i let people walk all over me? i can't stand up for myself, it's a proven fact. i can stand up for my friends, but not for myself. i wish i knew why. we had a boy tour today, dane. he's sweet. he's from florida. woo-OOH. how fun. we also got a new girl, ashley. i haven't really talked to her, but from what i've observed she seems nice.

(1 poked : teh laser eye ) what to do. [Friday ^ Mar 12th ^ 2004 ^ 5:50pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | copeland- when paula sparks. ] gag and destroy me, bay-bee suprise party tonight at lindsay's. or...movies with sarah and jenna. i don't know what to do. lindsay m dyed her hair blonde today, she looks like a goof. haha but oh well, at least it's not me. she says shes going to get it even blonder but she just looks so fake. i don't understand it, but that's okay. i feel so awkward talking to her, but she just keeps talking. my teacher said that atilla would be our sub for class and she goes "oh my gosh! i know that book! atilla a mocking bird"...she was being completely serious. it saddens me. i was just thinking of last year today. it was so different than this year. i had so many girls that were my friends last year, this year..they hate me. i don't understand it. i kind of wish i did have more girl friends than i do, but you know. you can't have everything you want. i'm better off without them. time to go. jenna hasn't called yet, i wish she would. :\ <3.

(1 poked : teh laser eye ) why is this. [Thursday ^ Mar 11th ^ 2004 ^ 9:56pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | bright eyes- lover i don't have to love. ] why are there so many birthdays this month? it is madness. march- 4th- Rich. turned 18 5th- Nick. turned 19 6th- Chris. turned 18, Sarah U. turned 15 9th- Allen. turned 16 12th- Emma W. turning 14 13th- Emilee. turning 14 28th- Sarah W. turning 15. this is the most important one of the bunch. :) i just took a bath. i like bathes. they are way cooler than showers, much more relaxing. andrew choked me today, i turned purple. thanks andrew. mrs. pillis heard me joking around about sex. that was embarrassing. luckily she thought it was funny. we got another car. we have too many. we're selling my dog. i know i'll cry when we do. i hate that. :( march 19th- leona dear, a rememberence of autumn, two days ago at la finca. i hate that place, too many mexicans. it should be a good show though. jenna's coming with us for the first time. i'm tired. time for bed. goodnight. <3.

(1 poked : teh laser eye ) jigga what [Wednesday ^ Mar 10th ^ 2004 ^ 7:58pm] [ mood | silly ] [ music | northstar! cinderella ] you know what i love....you. it is oh so true. lockdown today. it was gay. i rhymed. i rock.

( teh laser eye ) it was worth it. [Monday ^ Mar 8th ^ 2004 ^ 5:12pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | bright eyes- a perfect sonnet ] remind me never to drink after the boys in bands again. the boy next to me during the working title thought we should all share joel hamilton's water. little did we know, all the bands were super sick. we also drank after james from copeland. haha oops. so now i have strep throat. i have to take huuuuuge pills. im gonna go lie down.

( teh laser eye ) i am helpless for you [Sunday ^ Mar 7th ^ 2004 ^ 2:41pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | slow coming day- behind blue eyes ] i haven't updated in forever, but here i go. this weekend has been fun. friday sarah, mitch and i went to the copeland/mae/the working title/slow coming day show in Greensboro at ace's basement. i'm not sure who the first band that played was, but they were alright. slow coming day was okay live. the working title was good and copeland was amazing. mae was pretty good too. but copeland was the bst overall, they are incredible. sarah and i were in the front cetner woot. mitch left at one point and couldn't get back up to the front. i had forgotten my camera, i was so upset. sarah and i talked to james :) aaron was really sick during the show, i'm so glad he still played. i got a guitar pick and a drumstick from copeland. woot. i bought a shirt as well. it was too late to drive back to va though, so we stayed at motel 6. haha, it was scary. there were some weird people there. on the way back sarah, mitch and i took all these super fun pictures. saturday all we did was drop mitch off at his house and go to the mall. i saw about 436 people i knew at the mall. it was crazy. today i have really nothing to do. my dads making me go to a car show with him. oh well. i'm hungry, i need foooooood. bye.

(2 poked : teh laser eye ) shake it [Thursday ^ Feb 19th ^ 2004 ^ 3:53pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | coheed and cambria - neverender ] okay well yesterday i saw the guy of my dreams. he was the most beautiful guy...ever. he was wearing a tight black vans shirt, tight black pants, white studded belt and black vans. he has pitch black hair that was shaggish but straight and bright blue eyes and was about 16. he was absolutely perfect. of course i didn't ask for his screen name or number because shyness took over. haha he was driving a little red car. that's all i remember, but if you know him TELL ME or die. todays been gay. i'm sick so i stayed home and watched music videoes pretty much all day. then i saw that mariah carey movie glitter. it wasn't that great, but it was sad. i cried. but i cry for a lot of movies, so that's nothing new. happy birthday grandma. 77 today. i'm sad because i can't see her tonight like we had planned. we were all going to go out to dinner but now my mom and i can't since we're sick. i'm leaving for northern va tomorrow after school. i'm coming back sunday i believe. i get to see a girl i REALLY hate, aren't i lucky? yeah. i know. i really don't like the people at catholic, sometimes they can be okay. i'm not talking about ALL of them. the people i like know who they are. the people i DON'T know who they are too. don't you just love hearing from random people at other schools what the people at my school (aka aajp) say about you. it's just great. and most of it is just lies. i don't want to complain that much but i guess i just have to get that out. yeah, well i'm going to go lie down.

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